"Kudos, and deep heartfelt gratitude to my friend Chris C Stewart. I was blessed recently to have participated in a series of Spiral Clearing sessions over two months with Chris. During this time we "cleared" the roots of life patterns via a highly discerning and specific process that he conducts with clients. This is a very deep and powerful work that helped me access levels of patterning that were completely hidden to me. One of the processes we worked on the longest was around worthiness. Prior to the session (i.e., for my whole life) I've always felt like I didn't belong here on the planet, and that I had no value. This showed up in many ways, mostly completely unconsciously, in all aspects of my life and was personally extremely costly: * Work – I have been undervaluing my time and effort, found myself overworked, underemployed and frustrated. I've never felt I was deserving or worthy, so never made as much money as I could have or should have. This was extremely costly. * Relationship – I have contorted myself in relationship to be what the other person wanted/needed, despite "knowing better". It was just not part of my reality that I am okay as I am, and that it's okay for me to have my unique qualities, and to be *exactly" who I am, and imagine this, *ASK* for what I want in relationship. Now Chris didn't know this at the time, nor did I connect these specifics to what we were working on. And yet, since this work, I've noticed my relaxation into myself *as I am* and into my own value as a being here on this planet. And in both work and relationship, I've noticed this past week that I'm advocating for myself, and while still...