"A couple of weeks back I went to visit Chris who had responded to my call for help in giving my PC a bit of a clean up. Little did I know that my own internal computer would get a clear out at the same time. It was quite a bizzare experience to be clearing out old programs and installing new cleaning tools on my computer and, while these up/down loads where happening we were clearing out old patterns in my emotional 'motherboard' around intimacy, sexuality, shame, guilt, success & wealth. Quite a trip actually. While Chris has trained with Dane Tomas to learn the methods of Clearing work he very clearly brings his own flavour to the practice - a sign of any worthwhile practitioner in my books. Chris draws on his shamanic self throughout the clearing as well as his passion of eye gazing to integrate the process. Once we felt it was 'enough' with the emotional clearing Chris suggested we eye gaze together for 10mins to allow a space for mutual integration (my words not his). Surprisingly for me, I discovered something around my relationship to the intimacy that I experienced in the gazing that lead us into more checking in and clearing around intimacy limitations from my early childhood. This was the most powerful of all the clears we performed which would not have come about had Chris not suggested the eye gazing. It has been 2 weeks now since this experience and in this time I have crossed a threshold into a depth of vulnerability and personal intimacy, discovering a part of me that has felt unloveable in a very painful way. Painful to experience myself pushing away love that is so clearly pouring out to me from Gero and dear friends. However I believe that...